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2001-12-03

Big Problem In The Hood

Hellooooo have we got a problem Houston! A very large, whomping, dilemma that is going to cost me my ... something important! I have not figured out what it is going to cost me as of yet, but it will. You can be sure of that.

So you want to know my little obstacle do you? You won't be very pleased, I can say that much. No, not at all pleased. Well would you just look at the time? How terrible, my stomach is growling and I must eat dinner. I suppose I'm just going to have to leave you in suspense for a little while. Ta ta.

This was added after Lauren's stomach ceased its growling. No more suspense for ye!

Alright then, I suppose now is the time that I tell you my big and massive problem. Well, here goes nothing.

I ... still ... like ... Mike. There! Now that I got it out of my system I can start panicking. HOW-DID-THIS-HAPPEN?! This is very bad. Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad! Awful, horrible, terrible and double those three, triple even. This is absolutely the worst thing ever in the history of anything that has ever happened to me. Oh alright, maybe not, but still, it is equally quite bad. He's not interested anymore, let's just face it, and my revelation from before was ... a crock of shit. S-H-I-T! Yes, that's right. I was wrong. I was just saying that to make myself feel better. But NooooOOOOOoooo, I still like him. I'm still coming home from school and going on MSN praying that he'll be online. And if he is, oh rejoice! You have no idea how terrible and awful that is. What am I supposed to do? Ignore him?! I can't do that! I need help, lots of help. What to do, what to do, what to do. Should I tell him? Explain it to him. Leave it alone and still, well, converse with him like normal and get all giddy and everything and snoop around when I hear people say his name. No! I will not stoop so low. Oh, but his eyes ... are so ... blue and ... AAAAH!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just going to leave the crazy, romantic part of my brain handle that little dilemma while the rest of my sensical mind works on the rest of this rather long entry.

My school exams are coming up really soon. I hope they all go well and everything and that they aren't too difficult. I don't really see why people get so nervous for exams, unless they're some sort of government test things. The way some schools handle exams however, is a little more than strange. Having a whole load of students sitting in a gym or a large area at seperated desks with a whole bunch of teachers watching, I don't know about you, but that's just kind of ... eerie. Just my opinion.

For December, I'm planning on adding an entry for every single day of the week. I hope I can keep that up throughout the whole month. I think I will though. If there isn't thirty entries in the end, then I will have to make up for it in January where I will write two entries every day ... or else!

Just in case you were wondering, those other strangely named links up there in the menu are links to my three websites. Mystique Senshi Rpg is a fantasy role playing game that is played on a message board. It's a little dead though, and I think I'm going to change the story line drastically and have everyone resubmit for characters. Rpg Elite Clique, is a clique for people who own role playing games of their own. Descend and Ascend which is under loads of construction, is an online story I'm writing. If you want to know what it's about, you can read the information on the main page to find out. Not all the drop down menu links work yet, because it's under a lot of construction, so stay posted for when that's up and running!

HELP ME! I LIKE MIKE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

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