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2002-03-15

If Sunshine Could Steal

I will grow stronger. I am not yet ready for this kind of strain, but with it, I will grow. I will become what I have always dreamed I would. Fearless. Mike was a lonely bump in the road, a pothole that needs to be filled. Yes, I do still have deep feelings for him, yet I will not stoop so he can crawl all over me. I do not need him. I do not want him. There is better. I know that there is much, much better. I have yet to see it first hand, but I can tell. My confidence grows.

Spring break is upon me as I type this out on my bedroom floor. Jann Arden plays in the background as I ponder about not sending e-mails to Yuuka and spending the whole french period in the bathroom with three very interesting people. The world shifts and changes as I stand upon it. The feeling is odd, but I will get used to it. We will slowly but surely, grow up.

I am saved.

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