Archive.The Future.Sign.Diaryland

2002-01-13

You Fell Down In Your Dream

I find it interesting that some people take pleasure in such simple things. It appears to me that most people need complicated things to make themselves happy, things they cannot achieve or cannot get in reality. Take money for instance, a lot of people feel that they need expensive things a tons of money to be happy. Now for some it may be easy to retrieve such things, but for others it isn't and so I marvel at the few who smile upon the little things. My mother, as an example, has a whole ton of flowers over the sink on a little wondow ledge. When I write tons, I mean tons. Most are orchids now, but they're all bright and colourful. They add to the kitchen my mother gets so excited about them I can't help but smile. She also has an amarylis obsession. She buys bulbs for everybody. It's quite funny, but when the flowers finally grow out they're absolutely gorgeous.

Tomorrow I will be taking the train. Since my mother will be at court I will have to take the train. I don't know how I feel about the situation. I haven't seen Mike in a while and I just don't know. Yuuka warned me not to get involved, but Liat's my best friend. What am I talking about? Well, there has been some controversy going on between Liat and Mike. Although it's practically an old and dead thing, it still raises questions. Mike liked, or still likes, Liat, and Liat is my best friend. To recap, Mike is my ex. He broke up with me and I still liked him afterwards. I, of course, don't like him anymore. I don't need to, there are plenty of other people out there.

After the rain has fallen, after the tears have washed your eyes. You'll find that I've taken nothing that, love can't replace in the blink of an eye.

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